Meadow Grove Baptist Church

I have something I wanted to share with you from my visit to the cemetery. This is only the third time I have been there. I just couldn't go without feeling very bad. I was angry every time I looked at the grave. So therefore I didn't go. I didn't want my anger directed to danny or God so easiest just not get angry. The more the months went by I was dealing with everything but that anger would crop up and I didn't know what to do with it.
My doctor kept telling me I needed to go and to tell all this to danny. Well that felt silly so no.....I still didn't go. Tanner came home and told me he went and the grass wasn't growing so I thought I guess I am going to have to go anyway and Check on it. As I pulled in I was listening to Selah and the song You Deliver Me was playing. It's a beautiful song and I am sure was no coincidence. It was a cloudy overcast evening had rained all day. I am crying And praying but I feel a peace and no anger this time. I looked to the heavens and out loud I told danny we were going to be ok. We were gonna make it! And as I said these words the sun shone through on my face just like I had been touched by the hand of God! It was the most amazing thing Nd gave my heart a much needed revival inside!
I am not sure where we go from here but I know we are in Gods hand and he has a plan for each of us. Just pray that I can be patient and open minded to see it. Danny was always my eyes and ears and I know he is still there with me, but we got this just like he knew we would! Please keep your prayers coming You don't know how much they encourage me!
I love you all,
Trish